Wednesday, January 22, 2014

Problems

Why are these clicks ruining my feelings?  Some insult.

Weird

My dad is lost in some fantasy that I need to be punished and that morality rests on weather or not you do it, which is wrong itself and stupid and a stupid waste of life and history and the earth.

Caught Him Red-Handed

My dad lashed out @ Ellen when I felt comforted even in the slightest possibility of his perverted response to writing at work like me..  I don't wanna be stimulated by him, and I don't like how he thinks he can fixate Ellen.  Word will get out.

Why

Shouldn't you think of the word k*** - cuz it's stupid when people say it??

Problem

What is so radical @ me getting upset?!  What's with these clicks trying to tell me I'm guilty?!  I already was in position that I'd do anything if needbe.  It at least drew to my attention what I need to think.  You're just a record book keeper.

QUIT ATTACKING ME

I AM PRECIOUS

Problem

They are putting ideas in my head that could come up like a Jack in a Box.  Get a life and kitty @ with Ellen.

Problem

The temperature machine went off at a short interval..  I need to sleep.

Problems

Why can't I enjoy my time at home?  That little honker Ellen thinks that's for her procrastination.  Look at how people just put things off and don't give a care that it ever gets better.  I could die and have lived a pointless life.  They're laaid back.  How stupid!  The Big Easy.  That is so not what that stands for.  People from New Orleans are not out to do the wrong things and make mistakes.

STUPID PROBLEM

I was putting on nail polish and a click by my computer made my face lose its sense of security, the way it was finely squenched|clinched and now feel all annoyingly haywire~

Not Happy..

I cannot express the extreme hatred I have for you for thinking you can do something to annoy me socially or in my personal zone.. and then.. like just do something big, change some big plan socially or something, like I should be punished.

Problems

Stop barging in like you know me.  I'm no criminal.  You bother me.  You're just all barging in cuz I thought the word k*** and wouldn't do that to anyone else, act all stupid.

Upset

There's little annoying mouthy clicks around my room, and it's being suggested that it's not a nurse who apparently watches me for no reason but maybe a certain someone and whatever that means seems kinda gay unfortunately.