Issue

I don't wanna hear via Ellen it's too late.  I forget what I said nor what I called her..  I'm not being disgusting.  I'm just upset at the turn on my life.

Why are you being so grabby?

Upset

Pretty much, Ellen has affected my life in a bad way since the N word thing and I am unable to relax and enjoy the show, in a way.  I have weird things happening that people make up.

Problem

I am nice, I like her mom.  What do I get?  Hatred!  From Ellen.  Nothing I do fixes anything.

SEE

SHE'S PLAIN NASTY.  STOP SAYING I DID SOMETHING.

WHAT DO YOU MEAN TIM BURTON?  I WAS THINKING OF SAYING SOMETHING ELSE.

Problem

Getting lies, messages.. to wow me.  STOP STIMULATING ME WITH YOUR HALF SMILE.

Problem

NOw ellen posted a long thing @ seeing a concert..

WHAT THE HELL IS HER PROBLEM STOP TELLING ME I CAN'T CURSE YOU

Problem

NWO THERE's a rattly noise in here

Problem

My dad comes home early, and it's upsetting me.  I want more privacy.  I don't really want him to leave.  He's being mean, again..

Problem

So, I leaned on the table so I wouldn't hit it, then I worried it was broke.  What will this say @ my future daughter in my coocoo family?  I'm good, though, like you say you are.

Problem

ELLEN QUIT YOU ALWAYS START EVERYTHING.  THIS IS DUM.  MY MOM IS DISSING MY FUTURE DAUGHTER CUZA THE SHIT I POSTED @ YOU.

STOP

Please go away.  I know you think it's funny someone made me mad for being mad.  But you are mad.

Problem

Every time I post it waits until I feel bad and then lets me post.  The experimenters toggling it.

Problem

My mom is too involved in hurting me.. she sounded like she said "[I'd] snap doggy" and again "snap" .. I don't wanna be stimulated like that lie.

What is..

..that echo when I make a point that sounds like the ghost of Ellen?

@ Things

..I don't know what your main question is.  I just find that in Orlando we interpret her messages of jealousy.

Her dad isn't from New Orleans, I heard, he is from possibly Europe, probably England or France.  Also found she is Dutch.  So, she is judging us by our ancestry.  How can she be New Orleanian completely in the way she judges others?  I realize she is all New Orleanian and European, but I don't let other Europeans hurt me cuz I'm American.

OK

It's not really okay.. but for me it works out, kinda wanna get away from that 1 person I don't believe in..

I'm stuck..

..with animals in Orlando like Ginny.  Animals for hurting my future daughter.  Don't hurt others.

Problem

I don't wanna be stuck with someone when someone else is "stuck" with "someone better."  I don't wanna be stuck to anyone.  I don't need anyone.

Problem

Did my dad just trash me to this experiment?  No one is good enough for me unless they're something like on IMDb.  I'm not a bad person.  Everything is done for a reason.  I don't even know why I'd seem bad.  I thought I was nice, even if I hate someone or think they're worthless.

Problem

Do you dislike how Ellen tells people to do things to me supposedly and is mostly focused on feeling aroused|stimulated?  I'm not asking her to change but not giving anyone a chance.

Problem

I think Ellen made me mad at Southerners for not accepting me, but when I do talk to Southerners they aren't a problem.  I posted something that could be seen as having negative impulses.

Being Mad

What right do you have to be mad at me?

Problems

I heard that someone is Ellen-ing me and sorting people so I'm always in the 2nd of 2 or 3 castes of people..  Therefore, if I am in a low and dirty place I naturally am not 1 for her.

GO AWAY

I don't need your lessons, like my screenname is too attractive isn't that more annoyinkg.  No, you're just wasting time online.

Interesting topic, but not my stance.

Who You Are

You're not what you think you are.

You can be whoever you want.

Problem

YOU ALWAYS IGNORE ME FOR RACE - WELL LIKE I SAID WHY NOT IGNORE SOMEONE ELSE

I DO NOT MISS PEOPLE AND YOU ARE NOT BEING FUN

Stupid

Because I said something you just ignore me and unravel some insult.  YOU WORTHLESS PEOPLE GO TO HELL.  That N word thing!  You're racist to my brilliance!

Problem

It doesn't need to be "something."  WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU YOU OBESE DEPRESSED PERSON.  Don't you dare hurt my mom, Orlando!  You're stupid balls of shit.  Not everyone.  Sometimes you ere (are.)  Get outta mah lyfe!!  This place is rather stupid.  After all, this is the mad blog.  I have a right to ask for help.  I can tell my therapist to figure it out.

Question

If Ellen believes in these insults, doesn't that make her the troublemaker?

GET THEE FUCK OUTTA MY LIFE

WHAT

What do you want me to say?  I don't wanna have to talk about it.  I already told you once this time, anyway.

Problems

I got wind Ginny was upset because she made me upset thinking of a symbol for my future daughter.  She wants to "get back."  I didn't do anything to this person..

Also, I am not disqualified by my race.  You accept everyone else??  How do you even have to know!  I said I was Anglo-Irish.

LOOK I WILL NOT TAKE THE SHIT @ SOMETHING COMING UP MEANS IT'S SOMETHING TO HURT ME WITH DO NOT LISTEN TO MY GRAMMA WHO'S A CUP OF COFFEE

I see we were supposed to keep these things separate.  I will not listen to this shit.  I don't deserve any of this shit!  It's shit, too!  Sorry if you have a thing with that word but not most people do.

Disclaimer: this does not say it has anything to do with anyone that I did something in a bad way.

I will not take stupidity with Ginny.  She can't make my mom go cross-eyed.  WHAT THE FUCK IS THE STUPID BIG IDEA.  GET OUTTA MAH LYFE!  DID YOU HEAR ME THAT'S JUST STUPID.  I'm not a curser so I'm not gonna go bloody worse.  STOP TELLING ME I DID SOMETHING, TOO.  GO GET HER HANDCUFF HER AND LOCK HER UP!

You all incessantly *shit* at me.

Problem

You all act like I'm some mad Orlando person, but I'm not.  Ahm naht!  (I'm not!)

WHY ARE YOU SO GOOD AT HURTING ME

Problem

My therapist reacted to that I called her stupid to my mom.  She pulled up a purple folder, which made me mad cuz I thought someone told her to do it.. and then she acted like she could stimulate and cross my brother's eyes!!  Someone do something call the police!!!!

Problem

Someone interrupted me and thinks a bad thought entered my mind while I was looking for the right word.

Again

I shall try to accept Ellen, but she can't be nice and hurts me.

Why

Ellen can't be nice to me?  WHO SAID THAT!!  I don't believe you then.  Okay, is that what you said?  Where do you get this *shit* from??

Upset/Apology

My therapist was nasty when I said I didn't wanna go to the support group.  I told my mom how that was stupid.  Now, she's gonna think @ it when I go.  By nasty I just mean nasty not anything like else that bad.

Quit digging into me.

Problem

I am irritated from being taunted..  STOP

Problems

Why don't you get a life?  Stop saying I can't know some thing I did.  I didn't do anything you racists!!  You are only making suggestions.  You never told me when I asked that I did something and you continue to try to stimulate me.  I would be better off without you, though that obviously isn't what I had in mind.

Let me reiterate..

..You are mean to me because I might have done 1 thing a bit wrong in my life, but you are so nice to really bad people who do shit all the time.  People think I need more punishment because I am more steadfast and they just keep hurting me all the time "just in case."  They are worried @ people hurting nice people.  So, they do bad things ^themselves^.  The problem is they are digging into me and taking a shit in me.  They won't let me alone.  They are poking at me.

Problem

I don't know why, but my dad will be getting to work @ 7 A.M.  Before the N word issue, this stuff wasn't supposed to happen.  I never was really bad, and if so this wouldn't help.

Problem

Ellen keeps trying to stimulate me with shit, like that my friends that aren't nice should be a part of my life.

Problem

Stop stimulating someone and hurting me for it.  JUST GIT THE HELL OUT.

I don't wanna shit @ my hands looking like 1 of those lady leaders!!  STOP COMMUNICATING TO ME.

Problem

The women leading that group are not right.

At least

I made my statement.

Why

should I talk to you?

Then..

..you'll be in trouble..maybe you will still.  A police could read this.

Well

It's perverted to be mean to my mom grunting messages like a stupid pig.  Just post it to me.

Problem

Stop trying to stimulate me with these ridiculous messages..  I don't need fancy schmancy insults.  I don't need to reassure myself, others made these problems..

Problem

Now someone is Ellen-ishly being suggestive to me.  This is not fun.  I want my life.

Issue

Someone on Facebook just posted something about a poker face.  I can think what I like about people who bother me.

Help

My mom drove and my left cheek won't lift!  So who did this!

I can go along.

But people keep being picky at me because I used to be more careful.  I cannot live like that!!!!

It makes me go in physical convulsions..

STOP

Stop acting like I have to exercise now.  I am painting my room and tired of just jogging.

My Old Friends

Oh cootchi cootchi coo I see you..

STOP

WHY DOES MY DAD HAIL PEOPLE BEING MEAN TO ME I CAN'T WAIT TO LEAVE

Oh, so, you think..

..I'm just a piece of trash?  Everyone said I was the good 1 but never actually talked to me!

Well, come outta the bushes

and tell me what's wrong you grunting grinding pigs-!  You think I don't take care of my health?  Well, at the moment I'm painting my room and can't do things like when I'm not painting, usually try to work out and things are kinda okay if I keep a hat on my head.

I will not

forever sit here and think that everyone I meet is mean to me or like the more successful they are compared to others I know.  I didn't do anything.  My mom is so irritating, but I haven't opened up a desire to hit -her-.  Don't you think that it's a bit mean, I have to think of something adverse.

Problems

My dad told my mom "it's when when it's when."  Get Ellen's *beep* outta my life!  I am not gonna have my dad's new job stand for ^something I did^ as something made up.

Problems

Why is my dad going in and out of work an hour early?

Problem

I don't need these support groups.  I feel really mad.

Problem

My dad wants to know if I want to paint, but I feel explosive.

STOP

Problem

You all are mocking me for Ellen following and bothering me.  I was fine where I was before.  The lady closed my car door on me loudly yesterday.  I knew it!  My future daughter feels bruised.

Worried

The leader didn't wanna look nice, not my wish.

Problem

My mom acted like she made me like from Orlando.

Problem

My mom upset me and I closed the door with a grit! + hurt my hand.

You go away and stop bothering me.

Problem

I see you're ruining things just because you made me mad.  :|  You can't be an okay influence on me.

Problem

I'm serious my mom is going around annoying me all the time and even my dad had stopped.  DON'T SMILE.  Why do you smile at shit?

Problem

My mom just coughed and it upset my future son.

I will never listen to you to be mean to me.  GO TO JAIL.

Taking Advantage of Me

I was mad enough to do something because I just always get that way each and every day, probably the wrong medicine.

Problem

Why would I wanna hear your in the background being tacky pretending I did and watching you get a smirk on your face like Ellen?

Looking Back

At least I didn't curse at anyone.

STOP IT

YOURE THE LOON

SHUT UP YOU ARE ALWAYS MEAN YOU ARE NOT ME STOP PRETEINDING

Problem

They shit so fast.

tTOP YPI

WHAY YOU MAKING HTE PAGE LOAD QUITKL STUPID

How dum can you be?

MY MOM WAS DOING SOMETHING FOR ME.

STOP

I don't trust you.  You might as well pull the plug cuz you're putting curse words on my blog.

STOP

I don't care what you think.  I can get mad without BURTON itnw at

Get outta here.

You can't dictate what can be distributed to me in life such as by my mom in the house.  I don't want a sample of what happens on my Mad Blog.  Go away this is worthless.

AND SHUT UP LIAR - you are wasting my time

Something Else Stupid..

Well, my dad thinks that I should be stupid because I own a pet that I'd treat it like a spouse.  I only leave it there to nature.  I let it watch me.

Problem

I know my parents are always mean because they made me mad with Ellen's mom and Ellen is procrasting.. she acts like I can be treated meanly all the time for stuff as punishment.  DO IT ON YOUR OWN SCHEDULE.

Problems

My mom won't stop sending me mean messages and saying she's not with how she acts in the kitchen, keeps talking with noises on purpose.  I wanted to throw a dish of medicine in the end but didn't.  Why can't you bastards make any use of yourself in this world?

I was telling her @ college, why I flunked.  They didn't even tell me to go home, but my mom is always annoying and ruined my life and this world.

She's threatening me, too, things in the future.  Even things that may not be.

I did accidentally slam the freezer shut while she was there, but she doesn't ever mind those noises.  She's so loud..  I said sorry..  SOMEONE HELP.  YOU WORTHLESS NIGGERS!  That's right, I just blame people who aren't involved..  I am not directing it at anyone in particular necessarily really.  I don't do that.  Well, I could and would but not in this instance.

I do have to get ready to paint..

Oh, and I curse because I do.  It's not at anyone necessarily.  I don't curse for fun, though.

I have to admit.

You are wrong, sometimes.

So, what?

I don't need Ellen?

Problem

Why do you think I need to be punished and for nothing?  I'm not gonna pick through the symbols like Sloppy Joes.  I feel you think you have me.  This is ridiculous.  I never went and attacked anyone.  I'm nice, but you all keep at me!  I'm not safe anywhere, and I will have to do something about that.  Look, I just had to type more nonsense out.  I need sleep now, too.

In tight situations

and where I've done something annoying how am I to avoid thinking of words I forget @ forgetting?

Decided

My dad is having problems with his race and keeps acting like mine is the same.

Why Should I Stay?

I'm at home in Fort Lauderdale.  The people here are insulting.

More Problems-

My dad seems to be going along in the house with me that I deserve to be hurt and m.. by people who annoy me now.

Problem

Why do you hurt me and say bad things to me and then get mad if I get upset??  I am not against cursing!

Problems

Why are these clicks ruining my feelings?  Some insult.

Weird

My dad is lost in some fantasy that I need to be punished and that morality rests on weather or not you do it, which is wrong itself and stupid and a stupid waste of life and history and the earth.

Caught Him Red-Handed

My dad lashed out @ Ellen when I felt comforted even in the slightest possibility of his perverted response to writing at work like me..  I don't wanna be stimulated by him, and I don't like how he thinks he can fixate Ellen.  Word will get out.

Why

Shouldn't you think of the word k*** - cuz it's stupid when people say it??

Problem

What is so radical @ me getting upset?!  What's with these clicks trying to tell me I'm guilty?!  I already was in position that I'd do anything if needbe.  It at least drew to my attention what I need to think.  You're just a record book keeper.

QUIT ATTACKING ME

I AM PRECIOUS

Problem

They are putting ideas in my head that could come up like a Jack in a Box.  Get a life and kitty @ with Ellen.

Problem

The temperature machine went off at a short interval..  I need to sleep.

Problems

Why can't I enjoy my time at home?  That little honker Ellen thinks that's for her procrastination.  Look at how people just put things off and don't give a care that it ever gets better.  I could die and have lived a pointless life.  They're laaid back.  How stupid!  The Big Easy.  That is so not what that stands for.  People from New Orleans are not out to do the wrong things and make mistakes.

STUPID PROBLEM

I was putting on nail polish and a click by my computer made my face lose its sense of security, the way it was finely squenched|clinched and now feel all annoyingly haywire~

Not Happy..

I cannot express the extreme hatred I have for you for thinking you can do something to annoy me socially or in my personal zone.. and then.. like just do something big, change some big plan socially or something, like I should be punished.

Problems

Stop barging in like you know me.  I'm no criminal.  You bother me.  You're just all barging in cuz I thought the word k*** and wouldn't do that to anyone else, act all stupid.

Upset

There's little annoying mouthy clicks around my room, and it's being suggested that it's not a nurse who apparently watches me for no reason but maybe a certain someone and whatever that means seems kinda gay unfortunately.

Found Out

I uncovered the word k*** when I was thinking this evening.  Like an Easter Egg.  I'm trying to focus on avoiding the word k*** + s***.

Made Fun Of

Are you trying to take away what little reassurance if any that I have?

Problem

My dad is also trying to stimulate Ellen!  She probably would enjoy it or have to find some explanation behind it..  Take advantage of something and make it appear more severe.

Problem

My mom is trying to change my head to be Negroid.  So stupid.  How can you do shit like that??  GO AWAY *BEEP*

STOP IT

FORGET IT LEAVE ME BE OR ELSE

This is so stupid.

Why are you calculating what information I gave you!!

See

My mom is acting all happy @ it.  JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.  YOU WANNA END UP IN A CLINIC.

Stupidity

I am not a nonconformist.  You give me stupid idiotic rules like I can't think of the word *k**** or you'll get mad and do something to me that socially irritates me or something that's not totally unavoidable..  What this time?  I am fighting against threats given to me in the wind.  I try not to.  I guess it's just so I don't really say it someday when the situation calls for..  What is this gayity?  Is it Johnny Depp?  Meaning he influenced you to go all out and for some reason give it your worst?  What if I was being attacked?  That's not the same.  I've been telling you how I felt threatened.

Problem

Why are my parents so nasty?  My mom is going to a group again that I thought was in the past.  Stop picking at me!  There's always some stupid ole message waiting for me!!

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